Tuesday, November 10, 2009
War is the worst thing ever happened on Earth .
Do you know how hard is it when you have to choose a side? Very damn difficult. You gotta make a choice and consider. Well, my situation is about my infamous parents. As you know, they have been divorced, then remarried blah blah shit. Everything went down after they remarried. Two human beings who remarried not bcos of ong lost love but benefits. As they always said 'friends with benefits'; in my case its marriage with benefits. It's not like as if my parents like each other. One wants financial support, and the other wants a place to stay. Yeah so it was a marriage of mutual agreements.
The problem is that since they dislike each other but got together, we are stuck in the middle. What the hell? Well as they say, marriage is better without us. And its totally true. They seem to see us a burden. It's like as if they are btter off financially without us. That concept has been drilled into our heads a million times.. It seems that my parents have no proper family planning. Of course, it relates back to my dark past which i prefer to ignore for now.
So, it was hard to choose between ibu and abah. If i were to choose abah, ibu will just let me be but condemn me behind my back. I've gone through that path by the way, and just now morning was a classic example. Hah. If i were to side ibu, i will have to behave myself such asnot asking abah to top up my prepaid lol.
Damn sometimes i wish my parents are different. I'm so sick of this shit! Well, i just side both party and i know i'll be labelled a backstabber.. ohwell, i don't mind. i'm used to name calling. Adios
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Tuesday, October 20, 2009
You! Yes, you! What's happening to you? Can't you go back to your old self? Just like the way u used to be? Looks like u've changed, for the worse. I don't like the way u act now, the way u portray yourself. Are u sure that u're YOU? Or do u think that the real YOU is what your friends want you to be? Hah, if that is the matter, then u're fooling yourself. And i seriously don't care if your attitude dont affect the rest. Unfortunately, it does. Now that you've found out that your friends had betrayed you, it's time u sit down and ponder whre your life has gone for the past few years. Ask yourself whether it was worth it. From my perspective, it's a NO. Obviously you have caused hurt and misery, not all the time though. Sorry to say this but you're similar to HIM.
Will you change for the good in the future? Only time will tell
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